I have a feeling that I write this journal as a mean to escape from reality. :p

The first semester has just started. Here I returned from the life of jellyfish ( = I spent my time unproductively) back to the life of an ordinary student.
I decided to apply for Master degree in Biochemistry, from the same university where I got my bachelor's.

Is that what I really want? I can't tell.
I know what I can do. I doubt what I can do really good. And I don't know what I want.

From time to time I ask myself; what am I doing here?
I never answer that, instead I keep telling myself; this is what I have to do for now.

Concerning the present and doing my job, I think that's good enough to keep myself on track.
But, as always, I could be wrong.


And the mood swing, I need to do something about it.

I must admit one thing - I'm kind of excited about the whole plots.
It's more like a scene from a play. Is it real? Yes it is.

I was chatting when one of my friend popped up in the chatroom, "Hey, I heard the troop's taking control. They start a coup!!"
I thought it was a joke, but suddenly my dad's cellphone rang, and I could imply from his replies that it was really happening.
Phone kept ringing while I switched between two news channel. Finally CNN brought up a picture of tanks running around in the nightscene, in a place I am familiar with.
After a while our tv set lost a contact with all news station on this planet, but thanks to the internet connection we remained in touch with the situations.
And I was up there until I felt like finishing a chapter, when the coup leader announced his control as temporary Prime Minister, at 3 AM in the morning.

My dad doesn't seem to be excited. He said, "I've seen something like this five or six times."
Right, this is the first time I witness a march of the tanks and troops forcing a leader down. The previous one was about ten years ago, when I was too young to understand the political movements around me.
But think about it, well dad, we've been through so much but still we're going nowhere. It's not a satisfying fact afterall.

Today I took a walk in downtown.
I don't sense much fear out there. Things seem to continue on their own paces.

But the story is still on-going. And the next chapter is going to be very interesting.

September already....? (2006-09-01) Without a good reason, I often find Aniki reading newspaper in his pasttime. Although there's something strange in this picture, I'm very satisfied with the result. --pencil & Photoshop

That's what I thought when I realized the date on the calendar -- it's September already.

And my life goes nowhere. >_

Date:	2006-08-31 13:04
Subject:	An Introduction....supposely
Security:	Public
Mood:	calm
Music:	B'z - Signal

Hmm....I think I should say something for my first entry on my first day, but what should I say....

A confession - I'm totally new to the LiveJournal and still have no idea where to go. ^ ^a

I do blog, but in my native tongue at another blogging site. English is, well, something I can communicate to some point, but I find it's hard to express my thought the same colorful way as in my own language.

The sole reason I went through the whole process of signing up for LJ account is, I ran across a Meitantei Conan community here (the Soshiki-centered one, to be precise).

??? : ...that's it? What the....
me : Yeah, simply because I'm you fan. ^ ^


Maybe I'd look around and see what I can play with.